Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Love : A devoted tender or passionate affection to someone
When I was young, I often tell myself that someday, I will get someone really nice, caring and loving when I grow up. As years gone by, I realize I've been telling too much to myself of something that might never even come true. Maybe it did, once upon a time ago when I had this very wonderful girl which I thought I would marry her and spent the rest of my life with her. Unfortunately, I lost her and we lasted 3 1/2 years which was filled with wonderful and bitter memories.
In this life, getting a girlfriend is hard but it is even harder to find someone that is really compatible with you, faithful, loyal, loving, caring, understanding and supportive. Sometimes we might find the kind of girl we would like to become our life partner but things just doesn't work out right somewhere or so.
Perhaps I am asking too much of how this princess of mine should be. I hate arguments which I really try hard to avoid but it just happens and I'm often disappointed. Too much of arguments normally leads to ugly endings. Nevertheless, I just hope things would be better in the days to come.
/me crapped at 1:14 PM GMT+8
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