Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Disappointing

I notice she doesn't even remember nor appreciate me even I've done so much for her. Everything seems to have been wiped out of her mind. I'm not asking for a return but why can't we be friends even we're not meant for each other? Humans do change and does she ever understand that I've changed to a better person as well? Anyway, it's up to her and I basically don't care :) I just feel its a waste and total disappointment on the way she thinks and behave towards me.

Love is sometimes so difficult and I've been screwing up so many times. Wait, was it really all my fault? I did think about it and tried to rectify as many as I could but please, give me a break. I can't be the one forever at fault *lol*

I'm not trying to ask for sympathy and whatever that has passed will never come back. I have no intentions to bring back anything but I never thought 3.5 years of time spent together doesn't even result in a friendship at the end of the day. I hope she'll have a good husband in the future and I will get my right one soon :)

Note: I did not find her or meet her up, didn't call her or anywhere near her.

/me crapped at 11:03 PM GMT+8

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