Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Obstacles and goals
Life is tough, full of challenges. I'm happy and glad for who and what I am, that I'm gifted with what I have. Sometimes the things we do might make people hate us but at times it's really unavoidable. I'm sure plenty of us don't want to do things we dislike but explaining and getting the offended party to listen and understand is simply such a pain.
I notice my thinking changed tremendously and I believe I'm a much better person than before. However, it doesn't mean I'm perfect or good enough and there is still plenty of room for improvements. I really thank my Master for everything he has taught and guided me, that he's the one and only person that helped me so much and my family.
I'm still optimistic that I'll find the love of my life, that'll I'll be a great husband and father even at this point of a time. I guess being a relationship failure for a couple of time doesn't mean we're a failure for life. For now, I could only be positive and hold on to hopes that she will appear soon. Apart from that, I would also want a good career and which failure is never acceptable. For all the high expectations and perfection I have for myself, I promise that I'll always strive hard to achieve what I want in life.
/me crapped at 11:50 PM GMT+8
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