Monday, October 23, 2006
I'm badly forgotten
Everyone of us will change particularly when we're growing up. I believe that during our 18-21 years, that is when all of us would change mostly with influences from friends. It's alright if we were to change to a better person but what's disappointing is changing to something bad and not knowing it for the rest of our lives.
She was a very nice, lovely and caring person. She doesn't mind about my financial status, whether I'm rich or poor. She was always there by my side and supported me so much. I never thought she would change to someone so different and to tell me she is now a "grown up" as if that everything which has happened before was just a dream.
It might be a dream for her or perhaps something that has never happened before. To me, it's so hard to forget when she's the first ever person in my life that showed me so many things. From someone that loved me so much to someone that doesn't even take me as a friend today. I feel so sorry for myself that I still remember this sad piece of "story" and for remembering someone that I love so truly before that doesn't even care about me anymore.
/me crapped at 12:54 AM GMT+8
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